Friday, March 26, 2010

I Lay My Armor Down

Right now, this song  from the album "This Ordinary Thursday" by Georgia Stitt, kinda sums up how I'm feeling. I have a lot on my plate right now. Just a little more than my normal busy mom juggling act. It's the kind of thing that I'm supposed to have help for, but so far, three of the five people I asked for help have said "no." I'm not judging their reasons, but I'm really working to fight my inital knee-jerk reactions of being nasty to them or saying something to induce guilt. This will work out; it's just the kind of situation that will. I know it. I believe it. But right now, it feels a bit like a sucker punch to my gut and it makes me sad and tired. So I'm singing this song today, until I feel better. (singing does that for me)

I looked all over YouTube for a good link--lots of good singers out there, but with not so good video quality. So if you click the link--listen instead of (I don't want anyone getting seasick!).

For what it's worth, I do believe in God (there's a line in the song that alludes to no God) and I go through every day believing that He's there to love me, support me, and lift me up when I'm feeling low like this. It'll pass. But today, I'm going to lie low and Lay my Armor Down.

1 comment:

Janet said...

I'm sorry. I hope things get better for you soon!